Tag: trust

Eyes on Jesus

“Come,” he said.  Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus, but when he saw the wind, he was afraid and beginning to sink he cried out, “Lord save me!”  Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and helped him”. (Matthew 14:28-30 NIV)

Do you think you hear the voice of God inviting you to step out of the boat, to experience new things, to walk where you have never walked before? Do you listen to his voice and act with reckless abandon, stepping out in complete faith in Jesus, confident that he is with you?

Too many times we get caught like a deer in headlights once we step out in faith and see things begin to be in motion. We are creative, the right circumstances and people are brought into our lives, we believe nothing can stop us and then without warning, we allow ourselves to take  a deeper look at what is happening, we see the difficulties which exist, and begin to wonder how we will overcome the obstacles. In losing sight of the One who is leading us, we find ourselves starting to doubt. We wonder if we really heard the voice, we begin to lose our creativity and we lose connection with the people who were brought into our circle.

Like Peter, we sometimes begin to sink, but that does not mean our faith has to falter. We read in Matthew 14:31b, that when Peter began to sink, he cried out to the Lord and the “Lord reached out his hand and caught him” answering him, “You of little faith,” he said “why did you doubt?”  If we will remember to keep our eyes and mind focused on the faithfulness of our Lord, and continue to move through what He has so graciously bestowed upon us, it is completely possible we could find ourselves walking through doors we never dreamed, living a life we never thought possible!

Whenever you are feeling apprehensive and overwhelmed with the troubles, difficulties and obstacles surrounding your circumstances, and you begin to doubt Christ, remember He is the only One you can turn to for help! He has given us his promises and he has been faithful to them since the beginning of all time!

 

What are you doing to keep your faith strong? Do you spend time reading God’s word daily to help keep you from faltering? Are you asking God to strengthen and increase your faith?  Spending time doing these will help us keep our focus on Him alone and allow what we perceive to be impossible become possible!

 

Scriptures to read:  Matthew 6:30-32; Matthew 8:26; Psalm 89:9; Psalm 107:29

 

What is Wrong With Me?

In 2006 I left behind a life of brokenness, pain and emptiness and was brought under the wing of our mighty and glorious God.  Though I had no clue what was happening at the time, I wrote down all the emotions and pain I was experiencing the day before I boarded a plane to travel 10,000 miles back to my family, friends, and church. Though I had no idea how I got from point A to point B, but I believe it was by the hand of our magnificent Creator! Praises and Glory to Him forever and ever!

Sick

Feel My Spirit is crushed

Can’t write feelings down because not private

Nothing personal at all in my life

Nothing that defines me surrounds me

Spiraling out of control

Cannot perform a menial task without forcing myself

Despise this place I live

Do not have intimacy

Feel exhausted

Tired and lonely

Cannot “take care” of everyone – not even me

Feel betrayed

The trust is broken

Drinking and partying goes on

The affairs and alcohol have broken my heart

Do not know what is wrong with me

Feel out of touch with life and who I am

Can’t wait for the night, then can’t wait for the day

Everyday is an effort to survive

No where to have space

Can’t go outside, afraid

Obsessed with appearance

Feel detached

Miss the laughter

Not validated

Here with me, but not

Always looking at everyone else, but not me

No conversation-just surface

Doesn’t listen to me

Too much to handle

Scared, lonely, so, anxious, homesick

Where is Allie?